Nothing new for Reaching Jhana, after much deliberation I have decided to install Itunes on my desktop. Since I have handed my laptop over for my dad to use and my desktop is my primary storage bank. Welp, gonna take me awhile to try duplicate my play lists.
Not that I am complaining, but the air show sure is gonna be loads of fun! *grumble*
Big BBQ coming up on Saturday, hope there's enough space to accommodate us all. Then there's fun-run-sun coming up too, the last week has been quite hectic already barely got 5 hours of sleep per day.
Damn, when I finally get a chance to sit down and blog I don't have anything to say! I remember having ideas floating around for the past week, but guess I clean forgot everyone of them!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Puh.
Internet has been down for awhile, and I hardly noticed! Since I reach home rather late and my bed just seems to call out to me more than the computer. Until one day my dad calls me up and asks: " Hey son, what network do you usually connect to when you use your laptop?"
The previous weekend has been crazy, really really really crazy. Sorry. The dream was nice though, was like watching a re-run of a favourite part of your life. Too bad we can't import it all into some storage device, I am sure there's a potential market for a product like that!
I should be going to sleep soon, shall compile a MUSE play list..maybe by tomorrow. Big night out is coming! Yet, it is still quite far away. Before I go to sleep, I just remembered what this post was dedicated to. You need to gain more confidence in yourself, stop thinking too much and just take the plunge. Sometimes working out scenarios and planning moves just don't cut.
There's no way that anyone can plan for every possible scenario, you need to accept that. Not to mention learn to deal with failure, and not be afraid of the unknown.
Inferiority complex is no excuse for avoidance, giving up half-way and shutting yourself out is not the way to go.
Just drop it. Truth be told, you are more capable than you ever know. Trust yourself.
The previous weekend has been crazy, really really really crazy. Sorry. The dream was nice though, was like watching a re-run of a favourite part of your life. Too bad we can't import it all into some storage device, I am sure there's a potential market for a product like that!
I should be going to sleep soon, shall compile a MUSE play list..maybe by tomorrow. Big night out is coming! Yet, it is still quite far away. Before I go to sleep, I just remembered what this post was dedicated to. You need to gain more confidence in yourself, stop thinking too much and just take the plunge. Sometimes working out scenarios and planning moves just don't cut.
There's no way that anyone can plan for every possible scenario, you need to accept that. Not to mention learn to deal with failure, and not be afraid of the unknown.
Inferiority complex is no excuse for avoidance, giving up half-way and shutting yourself out is not the way to go.
Just drop it. Truth be told, you are more capable than you ever know. Trust yourself.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Lol.
It would have been really funny if I actually went on posting this post on SBM's blog.
Everyone would be going "huh?" or think it's been hacked. That'd been funny though!
Good thing I went to check older posts, because I knew something's amiss when I had over 400 posts.
So it's been shifted, it wasn't even published over there in the first place but still...close call!
Started reading books again, brain food and a great way to work your imagination muscles! Hah.
For the record it's not an erotic novel, well not ENTIRELY anyway but the point is that you'll come to realize it's normal and accept it.
Let's say the story is about a middle-aged man near his 40's whose marriage is falling apart due to his alcohol addiction.
His wife of 12 years has tried to remedy the situation to no avail, and has decided it's time to move on.
So the man is left broken and worn after the divorce, but it still deeply in love with his ex-wife that he is devastate by the big split.
He is left to cope with his addiction alone, and as time passes he falls into depression and lost the will and ability to socialize.
When he tried watching porn or calling prostitutes for sex services, he stays limp no matter what.
Yes. It has sex in it, we can't ignore the fact it exists.
This is no PG-all's well and ends well book, it's written to be realistic in every aspect.
Though it may be fiction, it is hard to believe that a 30-odd-40 year old is not interested in sex afte being married for so long. Theremight be cases but they are hard to come by. Besides, sooner or later you will come into contact with topics regarding sex or the actual act itself. There's no point trying to avoid it, if everyone back in the olden days didn't have sex, where would we be? It's reality do open your eyes and minds. Don't condone nor should you condemn it. It's time to grow up and acknowledge its existence.
So don't childish or try to ignore this subject, it's just a matter of getting used to its being talked about.
Oh, the book I dug up is more depressing but really heartwarming.
The story is about a man who has to take care of his schzio-brother since his step dad does not want to be involved.
He really loves his brother and goes all out to take care of him.
Oh by the way, the first story was made-up. Yet somehow, I am willing to bet that there's an exact story out there waiting to be discovered.
Everyone would be going "huh?" or think it's been hacked. That'd been funny though!
Good thing I went to check older posts, because I knew something's amiss when I had over 400 posts.
So it's been shifted, it wasn't even published over there in the first place but still...close call!
Started reading books again, brain food and a great way to work your imagination muscles! Hah.
For the record it's not an erotic novel, well not ENTIRELY anyway but the point is that you'll come to realize it's normal and accept it.
Let's say the story is about a middle-aged man near his 40's whose marriage is falling apart due to his alcohol addiction.
His wife of 12 years has tried to remedy the situation to no avail, and has decided it's time to move on.
So the man is left broken and worn after the divorce, but it still deeply in love with his ex-wife that he is devastate by the big split.
He is left to cope with his addiction alone, and as time passes he falls into depression and lost the will and ability to socialize.
When he tried watching porn or calling prostitutes for sex services, he stays limp no matter what.
Yes. It has sex in it, we can't ignore the fact it exists.
This is no PG-all's well and ends well book, it's written to be realistic in every aspect.
Though it may be fiction, it is hard to believe that a 30-odd-40 year old is not interested in sex afte being married for so long. Theremight be cases but they are hard to come by. Besides, sooner or later you will come into contact with topics regarding sex or the actual act itself. There's no point trying to avoid it, if everyone back in the olden days didn't have sex, where would we be? It's reality do open your eyes and minds. Don't condone nor should you condemn it. It's time to grow up and acknowledge its existence.
So don't childish or try to ignore this subject, it's just a matter of getting used to its being talked about.
Oh, the book I dug up is more depressing but really heartwarming.
The story is about a man who has to take care of his schzio-brother since his step dad does not want to be involved.
He really loves his brother and goes all out to take care of him.
Oh by the way, the first story was made-up. Yet somehow, I am willing to bet that there's an exact story out there waiting to be discovered.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Detour.
A new post was to be in place, right here. Unfortunately, for reasons unknown it wasn't saved nor published. So I am just @!%^$^%@ at the moment, and in no mood to do up a post of quality.
Quality posts takes time, time waste = pissed off mood.
I am not that petty to be extremely pissed off by such a little incident, just too lazy to re-do what was lost. So the next post would be in a couple of days time!
Cheerios!
Quality posts takes time, time waste = pissed off mood.
I am not that petty to be extremely pissed off by such a little incident, just too lazy to re-do what was lost. So the next post would be in a couple of days time!
Cheerios!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
2010 - 21
A big step to take, in a new world I wake.
Look forward and ahead, a world's at stake.
Not to take haste, nor keep a slow pace.
To strive on ahead, for the coming days.
Uncertainty, comes naturally when dealing with the unknown.
That's not too bad I guess, it could be alot worse!
We should all take things as it comes and adapt or change.
Fear not what we cannot do, but wonder what can't we not do.
Hope this motivation and optimism stays strong within.
As it is alot easier to give advice then to heed.
Clear skies after turbulent days? We can keep hoping.
Look forward and ahead, a world's at stake.
Not to take haste, nor keep a slow pace.
To strive on ahead, for the coming days.
Uncertainty, comes naturally when dealing with the unknown.
That's not too bad I guess, it could be alot worse!
We should all take things as it comes and adapt or change.
Fear not what we cannot do, but wonder what can't we not do.
Hope this motivation and optimism stays strong within.
As it is alot easier to give advice then to heed.
Clear skies after turbulent days? We can keep hoping.
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