Monday, December 28, 2009

2 after 1.

Upon serious contemplation, someone found out a certain something. Oh come on, if it were that secretive, it won't even be mentioned over here. Anyways, it isn't really important after all. All this shit was all brought upon myself by only yours truly, there really couldn't have been anyone else.

So you let go, then realize....wait a minute, I am back to square one again!

Not because you haven't let go, but because you have.
Then there's the question: if you DID let go as you claim, why it is back to square one?

Not so simple eh?

Maybe the problem lies with you thinking you've let go of the past, but you did...didn't you?

Sure you did, but you are thinking of a different scenario. Tricky? Not one bit, it happens all the time. If you don't pay close attention, anyone could have assumed the same as you did. Don't blame yourself, rather be proud of yourself for pointing out the flaw which can be easily overlook without thorough scrutiny.

Now then, maybe we can discuss the next step another time?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Refresh. F5.

Camp's over, next up? Nothing much. Next year is coming around the corner soon. Haven't been able to sit in front of the screen due to the lack of free time. Sure, people say it's the attitude that determines if one is experiencing a new learning opportunity or just wasting time. That's just honey-coating reality. Can't and won't see myself trudging down life's road doing this shit. Excuse me, I just needed to say that badly.

Everyone's talking about camp, how it was fun and awesome. Well, it truly was.

Year after year, we keep doing the same thing over and over again. Why do keep to it? What pushes us to do something at the expense of our time, freedom and money?

Simply because of you.

All the organizers of this camp have worked beyond their butts off, just to put smiles on the faces of our campers. Cheers to everyone who has put in alot of effort, despite the complaining and bickering, we did it! POV courtesy of the games team, we thought we were getting too old and running out of ideas for new games initially. And that, the skits were not funny and just plain stupid.

Thankfully, with the change in location and new found tools. We have inspiration! The fire now burns intensively once again! So look forward to the next camp! We sure are, because there a new ideas floating about.

looking back on everything, this year is just too long. I want to start next year soon, since there's still a chance alot of things buried and pushed behind aren't settled just yet.