2 after 1.

Upon serious contemplation, someone found out a certain something. Oh come on, if it were that secretive, it won't even be mentioned over here. Anyways, it isn't really important after all. All this shit was all brought upon myself by only yours truly, there really couldn't have been anyone else.

So you let go, then realize....wait a minute, I am back to square one again!

Not because you haven't let go, but because you have.
Then there's the question: if you DID let go as you claim, why it is back to square one?

Not so simple eh?

Maybe the problem lies with you thinking you've let go of the past, but you did...didn't you?

Sure you did, but you are thinking of a different scenario. Tricky? Not one bit, it happens all the time. If you don't pay close attention, anyone could have assumed the same as you did. Don't blame yourself, rather be proud of yourself for pointing out the flaw which can be easily overlook without thorough scrutiny.

Now then, maybe we can discuss the next step another time?