When I first said I really wanted you to be happy, I only meant 60% of it. I knew that to achieve the remaining 40%, I wanted you to be happy and stay with me. Everyone is selfish, our words and actions may differ but the sole purpose is the same - to make sure in the end we benefit ourselves.

Finally, I have reached 100% acceptance, though it took me ass long to achieve. It just goes to show how hard it is for one to exude appreciative joy. As easy it is to understand the good in these virtue, difficult it truely is to observe and practice. You brought the best in me, the worst in me but ultimately the best in me. You have made me a better person, and I thank you and love you. 

Argh, I left my guitar and effects pedal at SBM. Gotta wait until saturday to grab it, for now its back to ol' classical. Ah crap, this saturday is the post camp gathering. Which means going to sentosa and not going to SBM. Speaking of music, I now understand why Metallica was no doubt one of the best metal bands out there. That is to say only before they released the album St Anger.

So damn in the mood for metal, until next time nothing else matters!