Passive. Cheap thrills aren't the answer, but they help. Have I lost every little ounce of confidence in me? It doesn't matter anymore, society demands brain power and ruthlessness. Every man for himself, in this dog eat dog world. Cliche, over-rated yet true. I need you so much, but I don't know who are you or where are you. 

When a part breaks down, the correct action to be taken is repairs and replacement. If not action is taken, the whole machinery just crumbles and cease to operate. These days sure are dark, cycle after cycle after cycle. Putting on smiles for other people just continues to grow tiresome, selfish it may sound but I wish one day I can finally smile for myself.